Happy Monday!!!!!
On this 29th day of August 2022, I say , TO YOU, MY FOLLOWERS AND SUPPORTERS, THANK YOU! I ENCOURAGE YOU TO KEEP PRAYING AND BELIEVING, NO MATTER HOW DARK THE ROAD SEEMS. TOGETHER, WITH GOD ON OUR SIDE, WE CAN MAKE IT! MENTAL ILLNESS DOES NOT DEFINE YOU!
I sincerely want to thank each and every one of you who participated in making this college journey for Noah and I possible. Some of you know the struggles we faced and some don’t. Your prayers and support; great and small are appreciated and will never be forgotten. What some people fail to realize is when you help a child, you are helping the parent.
Although these past four years have been the most difficult of my life mentally, physically, and financially, I know that God was there through it all. He used each of you to get me to this place. Whether the role you played was positive or negative, I thank you for allowing God to use you to help us. Thank you for the betrayals, and not being there. Thank you for the judgement because you chose to believe lies. Thank you for the prayers for my healing and strength. Thank you for supporting my platform and believing in my vision…or not…Thank you for giving of your time and financial blessings. Thank you for the many phone calls, texts etc. that have kept me from giving up on several occasions. Most of all, thank you for believing in and not giving up on MY BLACK SON.
YOU SEE, even the betrayals I’m thankful for because I now know that they too, were God’s way of preparing me for now. He was removing that which was already weighing me down so that i have much less bs in this, my FINAL CHAPTER. Once GOD REVEALED MY PURPOSE, through my pain, I was able to reestablish, reaffirm and reassess my life as a mother, daughter, wife, friend, mate, and disciple. Most importantly, He showed me that at my ROCK BOTTOM He could still heal my brokenness if I truly trusted Him.
It took a while for me to get to this place of peace, but I AM OK. My rock bottom has given me the ability to focus on my mental health and I wouldn’t trade that for anything. My only regret is what it did to my children, but you all, my village came in just in the nick of time and THEY ARE OK.
NOW HERE I STAND, KIDS GONE, STANDING STILL … WAITING FOR GOD TO SAY WHEN…PATIENTLY WAITING…to live this final chapter of my life fully, unashamedly, purposefully, intentionally and without regret. God put into my spirit in December that I was walking into my WINNING SEASON. I trust and believe what He says, because He hasn’t failed me yet. When I win, WE win. Never give up on God. I’m telling you that if I had given up my baby wouldn’t be away at college. JUST BEING ABLE TO GET THROUGH THE APPLICATION PROCESS WAS A CHALLENGE BECAUSE OF THE DEPRESSION. But GOD!!!!! I DON’T CARE WHAT YOU ARE GOING THROUGH TRUST IN GOD. DON’T EVER HESITATE TO CALL, INBOX, TEXT ME FOR WHATEVER. TOGETHER, WITH THE RIGHT TOOLS WE CAN WIN THE FIGHT AGAINST MENTAL ILLNESS. GET YOUR MENTAL HEALTH TOGETHER in order to focus on your relationship with God and WATCH GOD WORK.
I LOVE YALL!!!!
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