I’m just at a loss for words. Yep…me, of all people. Sometimes, I just get to a point when I’m completely depleted, and I have nothing left to say. Don’t we all? Like, what more can I do? What more can I say? What more can I lose? All I have left is my FAITH IN GOD. This life, especially, THIS LIFE OF MINE, SURELY, AIN’T FOR THE FAINT OF HEART.
I have no idea how people make it without their relationship with God. I,for one, know that I, particularly, in this past couple of months, would not have. So many times, I have been close to throwing in the towel. One time, I did throw it in, and God threw it back. God knows that life, π especially the one I am living, AIN’T FOR THE FAINT OF HEART.
All of the personal struggles, daily battles πͺ and turmoil that take place behind the scenes… many have been there…few understand…less care. There are many who have opinions…less with solutions… even fewer with the heart to withstand. THIS LIFE I LIVE, AINT FOR THE FAINT OF HEART.
As I continue to speak life into me, I still pray that somehow, the peace of knowing that my heart is pure will somehow be the determining factor of my outcome. God knows, my heart, mind, body, nor spirit can take anymore of what this cold, hard world π is doing to me…to my babies…to those who love me… those who see me fighting tirelessly for others who have no will to fight for themselves. I pray that my purpose gives the same to others π who come after me in this life that AIN’T EASY.
Fighting for others, when no one fights for you is often difficult, yet you become numb to it and simply navigate through life as if it’s a normal process. I mean, after all, JESUS DID IT. So this morning π, as I face more issues, fight more battles stemming from what should have never been…what I did not create, I yet again, take another loss, fall apart, lose my shit, allow myself my time to ask the same questions: WHY, HOW LONG, IS IT ME, WHEN WILL IT BE OVER. I cry, think π€ π’ π π πͺ π about how tired I am, and whether or not continuing this life of mine is worth it. Then, God reminds me of HIS PURPOSE FOR MY LIFE. I am reminded of where He has brought me from, and where He is taking me. I am reminded that I am to speak life into those like me…those who are going through and GROWING through, so that they continue to use their pain to find their Prayerful Purpose, because after all, THIS LIFE…IT AIN’T FOR THE FAINT OF HEART!
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