Don’t ever think your enemy isn’t lurking. He’s waiting and watching. He’s using others to keep him informed. The enemy can be anyone, but often, he’s someone who once proclaimed to love you. Pay close attention, because he will reveal himself, and the hurt can be devastating. This is especially true when dealing with a narcissist. For me, finding out that my enemy was always right under my nose…SIMPLY HEARTBREAKING. Now, to continue to experience the control, financial abuse and emotional turmoil, is frustrating.
Never in a million years, would I think that I would be sleeping with the enemy. Unknowingly, I did just that for 22 years. Back then, the enemy was always under my nose. He was holding me back, preventing me from achieving goals, robbing me of my joy, and suffocating me. However, through prayer, God carried me the entire time, and covered me. My covering protected those whom I loved. Thankfully, my children were protected. Unfortunately, the enemy received blessings and protection from my covering.
After all of these years, I’m finally able to breathe. My dreams are right within reach. I AM READY TO EXHALE, but I can’t. God keeps revealing to me that the enemy, after all of this time, still lies in wait. Behind the scenes, he’s still watching and waiting. He’s still seeking to control me in order to destroy, and rob me of everything that God has for me. This time, however, he doesn’t pretend to love me. No, now he shows all of his disdain for me, and his evil ways. This time, he blatantly reveals his hate through the constant lies and manipulation. One of his narcissistic traits, (he has them all) is to use my children against me.
The lies, half truths, and sheer manipulation, I REBUKE!!! The enemy will no longer damage the minds of my children. I am a praying mother. I speak life into my children…MY SON. No matter how many times the enemy tricks his mind, or damages his spirit, this time around, we will win. “As for me and my house, we will serve the Lord”. Joshua 24:2, 15.
I’m at an advantage this time around. Finally, I know how to triumph against the enemy. I’m no longer the fragile bird that I was, when he initially attacked. I no longer fly with broken wings. Today, I am an eagle. My wings have since healed. No longer do my wings fail. Now they are spread fully; preventing me from being caged by the enemy. Now, I am healthy and strong. I am able to fly high. I soar high above what seeks to destroy me. My sights are on what God has prepared for me. As the enemy continues his attacks, my God has enabled me to fly above all, that is meant to destroy me. I see clearly, the path that is before me. This time, the path is bright; all that I’ve ever imagined.
This time around, the tricks that the enemy tries to use against me, I can forsee. This time around, my wings do not lose their gait. This time around, I do not lose vigor. Yes, God has empowered me to finish this race. This time around, with God on my side, I can see my goals. This time around, my pain includes peace; allowing me to look at the enemy from above. He is beneath my wings, as I continue to soar. This time around, I protect those I love, from the hands of the enemy. This time around, THE ENEMY WILL NOT WIN.
Tears of frustration may fall; a cleansing indeed, but my feet will continue on my path. Although the light is often dim, and the skies sometimes cloudy, I know that my breakthrough is near. The enemy sees me winning, and is determined, to see me fail. What he doesn’t understand, is that this time around, I have backup.
No matter how many times he lies, manipulates, or causes chaos, my joy lies within me, knowing that THIS TIME AROUND, I’M READY.
Whatever you’re going through, your accomplishments are major. Keep soaring.
Keep your eyes on God, and He will protect you from the enemy.
Dani💋❤️
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