No matter what I face, I will always trust God. All Days can’t be sunshine, and they all can’t be rain. I just grab my happiness while I can, because I know that there will be pain again.
I’m not ok. I do hurt, but I have JOY only God can give. The love I have, its so rare, it gives me PEACE within. STILL, simultaneously, I feel my love is wasted on the wrong people in this world. Because of this, I find my peace, in knowing that, one day soon, when I can feel in this heart of mine, that there is peace no more in this earthly dwelling, I will be at peace resting in my Saviors arms, forevermore.
THE UPS AND DOWNS…BUMPS AND BRUISES…I take them as they come. I get knocked down, but Im never knocked out; It’s been a marathon, and not a sprint. Days like today, I want to give up, say “Fuck IT”, and some days, I feel like I even want to end it all. Then I remember, the last time I tried, so I just fall on my knees, pray, and cry. God reminds me, that my life is His; He is in control, so I keep going for as long as I can. I never sprint; It’s always a smooth stroll. As I continue through each second, minute, day, and week, for as long as God blesses me to stay in this race, I will live my days, each as they come, until God calls me to meet Him face, to face.
As I sit here, unable afraid to move from this spot, I’m reminded of one of my all time favorite songs today.
” I’ve had some good days, I’ve had some hills to climb. I’ve had some weary days, and some sleepless nights. But when I look around, and think thigs over, all of my good days, outweigh my bad days. I WONT COMPLAIN. Sometimes the clouds hang low, I can hardly see the road. I ask the question Lord, WHY SO MUCH PAIN? But when I look around. And I think things over, all of my good days, outweigh my bad days. I WONT COMPLAIN. GOD HAS BEEN GOOD TO ME. More than this world could ever be. He’s been so good to me. He wiped all of my tears away, turned my sunshine into day. He’s been so good to me. With tears, running down, my face, I’ll say, Thank you, Lord. I WONT COMPLAIN”.
I know better days are on the horizon. They’re coming for me, and you too. God knows what’s best even when, through the tears, we can’t see, so DONT COMPLAIN. I love Yaaaalllll and I pray that no matter what you’re going through, you can say Thank You Lord, and don’t complain.
I Love each of you. HAVE A TERRIFIC TUESDAY ON PURPOSE!
Dani💋❤️
Dani Owens-Bates
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