It’s been nearly two weeks, since I’ve written. I usually aim to write daily, but I just haven’t been motivated. Although life has been ok, between being sick, traveling, and just resting, I haven’t been able to find the time to write. As I sit on this train, unable to close my eyes, the motivation to write hit me.
Viewing things from the window seat, I catch the scenery. As I watch the transition from day to night, I smile. My Friday train ride, is my first train ride since childhood. I am completely at peace, simply spending time with ME. Traveling alone, I look forward to new places, and experiences; no longer fearing the unknown.
I recall, that this year has definitely been a difficult one. I’ve had injuries, job losses, surgeries, and so much more, yet, the peace, has been indescribable. I am so happy at this time in my life, that in spite of what I’ve lost, I’ve received greater blessings. My losses were replaced with joy, peace, hope, and love just in time for the Christmas season.
At this moment, while I watch the trees go swiftly by, and the train speeds through different states, I revel in the fact that, I have so much to be thankful for. The realization that, even with my struggles, God has enabled me to travel, spend quality time with my family, and even allow me to finally decide to relocate, my heart leaps with excitement. I think of making plans for the upcoming holidays, and I look forward to spending time with my children, grandchildren, family and friends.
As I ride the train on this Friday, I feel a sense of accomplishment. The hopelessness and frustration, are replaced with a sense of satisfaction. I am happy to be doing exactly what I’ve planned to do, at this stage of my life. Although I never planned to be financially unwell, I certainly planned to be traveling, serving others, and enjoying my life. That in itself, is enough to be happy about.
This Friday train ride may end today, but there is peace in knowing, that it will be replaced, with many more flights, bus, and train rides to come. As my stop comes near, I feel disappointment creeping in, but I smile instead, remembering the many blessings to come.
Dani💋❤️
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