Happy Tuesday Y’all !
I don’t know who I’m talking to, but 2025 is your year. Like some of you, I’ve wasted too many years fighting to survive. It’s as if I was stuck in another world, hibernating. For days, I stayed in bed. For weeks at a time, I only saw daylight through the windows. I felt invisible, as if no one saw me drowning. No one noticed my absence. Life was quickly, moving on, but I was stuck in place.
Being completely riddled with pain and depression, I was lost. It seemed as if, the more I fought, at times, the worse things became. I was betrayed, lied on, set up, broke, battered, and I often found myself teetering back and forth, between maintaining the courage to live, and the desire to die. I often, found myself wondering, if life was worth going on. Even now, as relationships continue to change, and the trajectory of my life continues to take on a different path, I STILL FIGHT. I will not give up. I’M TOO BUSY LIVING, I DON’T HAVE TIME TO DIE.
I am determined to manifest the life that God has for me. I’ve learned not to want more for others than they want for themselves. I no longer defend my choices, I no longer doubt myself. Never again, will I allow the negative opinions that others have of me, to cause me to shrink who I am. This journey has stolen so much from my life. I was busy putting myself last; making others happy, and showing up for people; they rarely showed up for me. There have been too many times that I didn’t wear an outfit, or go to an event. I’ve canceled dates, missed church, canceled nail appointments, not seen family and friends…all because of depression and anxiety.
IM TAKINGY LIFE BACK! Alone, or with others, Im enjoying this life that I love so much. Im going…alone or otherwise…I’m serving…by myself or with others…I’m doing…with help, or without. I’m giving…still, with a pure heart…Im loving…in spite of who loves me. Now, I dont know who this was meant for, but I know that I’m not alone. No matter what you’ve been through…no matter how long ago it was…it’s time to start living. Right Now…not tomorrow or next week, start living now. I have already lost so much time, being stuck in depression, and trying to stay alive. I have no more time to waste being mad, hurt, or upset about what I can’t change.
Depression has literally, stolen a major part of my life. All that I want to do is live, love, be loved, be at peace, bring others joy, and be happy. With everything thats happening around us, I AINT GOT TIME TO DIE. It’s time for all of us to heal in Mind, Body, and Spirt. COME WITH ME. 2025 is our year to THRIVE. Let’s THRIVE!!! Let’s THRIVE, SO WE CAN STAY ALIVE. I refuse to waste another moment wondering, wishing, regretting, or being afraid. Here and now, I vow, to Stay Alive in 2025. Let’s Live Each Day Happily, and Out Loud. Together, we can heal.
Dani💋❤️
Mind, Body, Spirit
MENTAL HEALTH MATTERS!!!
Defy the Stigma!
