Don’t Let Me DROWN

Day 62 of My Transition

As I lay on this air mattress for, what has now been, sixty two days, I pray. I pray for peace in the world, I pray for my healing, and I pray for a breakthrough. As my head began to pound, my chest began to tighten, and my tears became uncontrollable, I knew I was in the early stages of a panic attack. I knew that prayer was what I needed. My prayer was “ALL OF THIS IS TOO HEAVY. IM TIRED. God, I need you! You know the weight of my burdens. Lighten my load, Lord. HEAR my prayers🙏😭 I’m at the end of my rope.”

This is my prayer today, because something has to give. Although I feel like my breakthrough is coming, I still feel like giving up. I NEED STRENGTH THAT ONLY COMES FROM GOD. Life has been coming at me fast. There are more obstacles than I can handle. I’m losing a piece of me with every battle I face. Lord, DON’T LET ME DROWN.

There have been more disappointments than I can count, more heartbreaks than I can remember, and more betrayals than anyone, should have to endure. On this sixteenth day of SUICIDE PREVENTION AWARENESS MONTH, I’m struggling. I am not ok. There is so much going on in my life, and I feel as if Im drowning. The struggling that never seems to cease, is threatening to suck the life out of me. As I remember God’s promise to pull me through, I know that I must keep fighting…praying…trusting and waiting on God. I just ask Lord, DON’T LET ME DROWN.

On this Tuesday, let’s remember that soon, everything will be alright. Again, I pray, ” God please give us the strength to keep swimming when all that surrounds us makes it feel as if we’re drowning. Lord, you know our hearts. WE NEED YOU RIGHT NOW. PLEASE DON’T LET US DROWN”. 😭 Amen

Dani💋❤️

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