Its Thursday, July 18th, 2024, and I’m just returning from court. This divorce and everything around it, has been going on, for five years and five months. I’m more than frustrared. I want to cry, but the tears won’t come. I want to cuss, but no words would explain. I want to scream, but people would look at me as if I were crazy. I want to literally fight, but that would land me in Hell, so I just write.
These are the evil ways of a narcissist. The hate…the selfishness. It’s the lies and manipulation for me, that truly boils my blood and enrages me. I try so hard to be calm and patient, but when their actions infringe upon my well-being, I have a problem. I have never been one to stay silent when I smell bs. Admittedly, this gets me in trouble. I’m working on it, but when my livelihood is at stake, I must fight.
I call a spade a spade. This mfer can fool a lot of people. He can fool his family, the judge, and even his children. HE CANT FOOL ME. HE CANT FOOL A PSYCHIATRIST! To stand in court, with a straight face and lie…to say that he didn’t remove any money, and my signature wasn’t forged…laughing as if it were a joke…five minutes later, admitting that he took out a few SMALL LOANS because he was facing eviction and needed a vehicle…all while you’re using MY MONEY…YOU NEEDED MY SIGNATURE SIR, So how????? I’m sick of the bs. But creates the narrative that I’m dragging this on…..LIES LIES LIES. THIS IS WHAT NARCISSISTS DO. KEEP FIGHTING AND NEVER GIVE UP IS WHAT PEOPLE OF GOD DO. I KNOW VICTORY IS COMING 🥹
Whatever you’re going through, don’t give up. Good will prevail.
Turning the Pain into My Prayerful Purpose
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Dani💋❤️

Been there. One of the happiest moments was when the judge slammed the gavel January 8, 2008 – DIVORCED! Like you said, trying to drag it out, coming up with lies, and it went on for years – that’s what narcissists do. Better days are coming, Queen. Just keep holding on.
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Wendy, I appreciate your understanding. So many people do not understand narcissistic Abuse. They don’t believe it’s real. That is the frustration of it all. The judge is even blind. I am truly praying for better days so that I can truly live.
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